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materials and labor

Monday, September 8th, 2008

Yesterday I went to a PHLF-sponsored lecture/tour of the stained glass and architecture of East Liberty Presbyterian Church.  It was disappointingly boring, which was frustrating since it wouldn’t have taken much to make it fascinating, but that’s beside the point, really.  Most of the blow-by-blow “and in 1867 he moved back to Scotland where he married, blah blah blah” type details of the lecture I ignored completely, but one very simple and probably well-known fact that really struck me is that the present church building was in fact the fifth church built on that site in the course of about 100 years.  And there wasn’t much wrong with the 4th building, either — not like the previous structures burned down or anything.  They just wanted a bigger building, so they demolished the old church and built this:

East Liberty Presbyterian Church

It’s a really amazing building — a little city unto itself, with countless meeting rooms and classrooms and nooks-of-contemplation and a basketball court (seriously!) and a few courtyards (one with a playground for their nursery school), in addition to an enormous sanctuary space and a few chapels.  And it’s all built of solid masonry with careful attention to detail in copious wood and stone carvings, stained glass, etc., etc.  I’d never been in the sanctuary or chapel spaces before — we even got to climb the bell tower, which was fun — and boring lecture aside, the tour was definitely worth the time.  I wouldn’t say that the stained glass is really my taste (very conservative, iconographic, trying to be medieval but with 1920′s and 1930′s sensibility), but it’s excellently well done nevertheless.

But I kept pondering the fact that the building was commissioned to take the place of a perfectly serviceable other building on the same site, and that no expense was spared in the design and construction of the thing — Mr. Mellon paid for it all, and wanted the finished church to be as impressive as possible.

Who would do that today?  Even the wealthiest of congregations would never be able to afford to build such a thing, let alone tear down an existing building to do it — and you don’t see the Bill Gateses and Warren Buffets and George Soroses of the world sinking their cash into neo-gothic masterpieces.   I think about the Cathedral of St. John the Divine in New York, which has been muddling along in its ambitious gothic self-actualization for over a hundred years, and it’s only half completed now.  Heck, many of the great actually-Gothic cathedrals in Europe took several generations to complete.  But East Liberty Pres was built in just four years (1931-1935).

The significance of which four years those were didn’t really occur to me until this morning, when Zen and I walked out for our morning constitutional and passed the PDPW tractor on its way to mow Oakland Square.   In answer to Zen’s “de dah?” I said automatically, “That’s a tractor, baby – the city tractor is coming to cut the grass on the square.”  We watched it mosey past at its grandmotherly pace of 10 mph and I thought, jesus, the city sends that thing here through city streets from over a mile away once a week — what’s the carbon footprint of keeping the square mowed? Couldn’t we just get some goats or something?

In India I remember being struck the first time I saw tiny city grass plots being mowed by small teams of men using a buffalo and a long rotary mower.  In India, of course, labor is extremely cheap — disconcertingly so — and furthermore the government seems to make it a priority to employ as many people as possible, so seeing 3 or 4 guys doing a job that one American would do among a dozen other responsibilities was hardly uncommon for me.  I once spent half an hour watching a fireline of maybe two dozen women in bright saris pour concrete for a high-rise in Madras — the concrete was mixed by hand on the ground, then hoisted by the bucketful on a rope pulley up to the top of the building (8 storeys? 10?), where it was added to a hopper and then doled out by the platterful to these women who would scoop the platters of concrete up onto their heads and walk over to the spot on the opposite side of the roof where the concrete was to be laid, dumping their platters and walking back to the hopper. Their neck muscles must have been impressive.

But the point is that human labor there is much cheaper than machinery or the costs of operating and maintaining machinery.  A stone crusher costs money, and then it runs on gas which also costs money — whereas a team of dalits wearing dhotis breaking rocks with hammers and sifting gravel through different grades of mesh is dirt cheap.

And as I mused on this I was reminded of a remark that my stained glass instructor Catherine made, the first time I took her class in restoration at the Union Project:  because the UP’s windows were built when labor was much cheaper relative to the cost of the glass, the builders couldn’t afford to be choosy about what glass was too difficult to work with — so they’d spend lots of time widening came channels and working the lead to fit around uneven butt-ends of glass in many cases, whereas today one would probably just discard such end-bits to save the labor.

And then this reminded me of when East Liberty Pres was built — the height of the Great Depression.  Sure, Mr. Mellon could afford an army of wood carvers and stone masons and glaziers and engineers to work like bees, and probably they were all really happy to have the work.

Since Zen and I were well on our walk at that point, and I was already musing on this blog post, I decided to detour by way of Heinz Chapel (built 1933-1938) to try and get some pictures of the kinds of effort involved in making crap glass work in a window.  It’s a little hard to photograph stained glass on a sunny day, and I only had my iphone camera, so the pics aren’t very clear; but here’s the base of one of the north transept windows –

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and here are some details of that bottom panel:

heinzdetail1

heinzdetail2

I guess it’s still hard to tell.  Take it from me — it’s some crap glass.  Bottle-thick on one side and chip-thin on the other, in many cases — and the preponderance of itty bitty painted pieces is really impressive.  Virtually every piece has been painted.  Insanely labor-intensive. I hope Pitt employs a team of glaziers to come re-cement the windows every 15 years or so, because they’d really take a hit if they had to pay to have them re-leaded.

On the walk over to the chapel Zen and I passed several other excellent examples of labor-saving devices that are just hell on the natural resources — a Pitt sprinkler that only managed to get about 30% of its water onto the plants it was showering, the rest washing the sidewalk for several feet around was one, but I didn’t get a picture.  We paused in front of the panther fountain at the Cathedral of Learning to watch the water (Z loves fountains)…

zen absorbed

… and I couldn’t help but notice that the pavement all around the fountain was sopping wet:

fountain

(can’t see it there?  try here:)

wet

– another example of groundskeepers watering the sidewalk. I even watched the guy coil up his hose.  Why should they have to water the flowers around the fountain, when the water is pouring down right next to the flowers 24 hours a day?  Couldn’t there be some kind of drip-irrigation or sponge that would let the flowers drink from the pool?

All of this — the lawn mowers, the sprinklers, the craftsmanship of the 1930s — is just adding to the grist I’ve been tumbling around in my brain about the coming end of civilization (as Kunstler would have it):  the end of oil.  Abby and Natalia and Janis and I went door-knocking for a Democrat in Moon Township on Saturday, and all of us were a little creeped out by the suburbanity of the neighborhoods we were working in (cul-de-sacs and long windy streets, obvious ordinances about lawn maintenance and so forth — but at least there were sidewalks!) and we mused about this on the ride back to the city.  What’s going to become of places like that once no one can afford to drive, or to run the many devices that save labor but waste resources?  Heck, what’s going to become of the city’s public works department, or the grass on Oakland Square?

I really think we should be getting some goats.

angora kids

(that pic was taken at the MD Sheep & Wool Festival — and this reminds me, I need to be getting organized about Rhinebeck.  Anyone want to join me?)

hot. stupid.

Saturday, June 7th, 2008

When I was a kid we had two air conditioners in our house:  one on the first floor, where my grandparents lived, and one in my parents’ bedroom.  I remember a few rare nights when the heat was so unbearable that I slept on the floor of my parents’ room — but that was when I was really little, and it didn’t happen often.  Mostly, I slept in front of a fan, and was brought up to believe that if the fan blew directly on my head all night that I’d almost certainly develop a sinus infection — so the fan was never really blowing ON me, it was sort of blowing PAST me. 

It was hot.

I’m not saying this out of any kind of nostalgia — it sucked, pretty much, and I was really envious of my parents that they had the air conditioner, though I didn’t feel like the arrangement was unfair or anything.  Resources were really limited in our family, and obviously air conditioning was expensive, and so there it was:  there could only be one unit, and it had to go somewhere, so it went in my parents’ room.

I remember days spent improvising cooling devices.  I set up a floor fan in my room, taped a sheet all around its perimeter, weighted the edges of the sheet down with books, and sat in the resulting air-inflated tent for hours, reading books and napping.  (I actually do recall having sinus trouble after a few episodes of falling asleep with my head a few inches from the fan like that, but whatever.)  Or I’d turn the air conditioner on in my parents’ room and curl up in front of it on the window seat, letting the cold air blow straight on the back of my neck, and drink glass after glass of instant lemonade with a lot of ice.  Of course we had a wading pool, but no sprinkler; one could shoot water up from the hose and run under it, but there was always the issue of wasting water (these were the Carter years,* after all!), so we didn’t do a whole lot of that.  There was the neighborhood public pool, but it was always really crowded and (is still now) shadeless, so that inevitably if we went swimming I ended up feeling hot anyway after drying off and walking home.  Mostly, I remember heat-beating remedies at home.

(* – I was trying to find some page about the “Mickey and Goofy Explore Energy Conservation” comic book I remember from my childhood — you know the one, where Goofy explains how important it is to take shorter showers and to turn off the lights when you leave the room? — and holy moly, did you know that book was produced by Exxon?  Someone should tell Mr. Tillerman.)

All the time that I lived in New York, I didn’t have an air conditioner, either.  In New York I came to resent air conditioners:  they expell hot air onto the sidewalk and make the already unbearably oppresive heat rising from the softened asphalt of the street just feel like injustice.  I did learn about the strategies of taking advantage of public air conditioning as a way of dealing with the heat, though.  Too hot in your apartment?  Go shopping!  Go to the movies!  Go to a museum or a cafe!

The summer after graduation I subletted a space in a fifth-floor walk-up apartment with my friends Gina and Dawn.  The space I slept in was a storage loft above the galley kitchen; I had a little fan up there and mostly it was ok for sleeping, though there were a few episodes that stand out in my memory.  One morning I woke up almost delirious with the heat and could barely think clearly enough to be able to diagnose my disorientation as stemming from the fact that it had to be over 120°F in my little loft.  I hitched my way over to the ladder and swung my legs over, gasping; and right below me was Gina, blithely baking muffins.  It didn’t even dawn on me.  I just said, “God is it hot!” and Gina looked up at me, and looked down at the muffins she was baking, and then looked up at me again and said, “Yes!  You should maybe take a shower!”

Later that summer, on a weekend when both Gina and Dawn were out of town, I woke up feeling hot and stupid, came down from my loft and sat on the floor of the living room, and glommed onto the one rational thought I was able to form in my head:  I need to get out of the apartment, and I shall walk down Broadway until I find a sunhat for sale for less than $20, then I shall turn left and walk to Central Park.  So I did:  I packed a jar of lemonade, walked out of the apartment at 100th St and Riverside Drive, walked over to Broadway and down to somwhere in the mid-80s before I found a store that sold me a nice broad-brimmed hat for $19.99; then I walked into Central Park, made it to Summer Stage, and fainted.  When I came to, I could think only, “I need to go to the movies.”  So I walked east to Lexington, got on the subway, rode to Houston, went into the Angelika and saw the next thing playing — which happened to be Orlando, a movie whose surreality was really all that my fried brain could have handled.  After it ended, I felt much better, and walked to the 1/9 line feeling like a movie star in my new hat, with my almost-like-new air-conditioned brain, feeling light (headed?) and awake.

The point of the story, though, becomes apparent when you check the map:  I walked 3.2 miles in 100°+F heat before I thought it would be prudent to get on the fucking subway or find some air conditioning.  Hot is dumb.

We don’t have air conditioners in our house now, either, and yesterday and today have been hot enough to cook my brain into mush — so it’s not surprising I did another stupid thing today.  At 3:30 I couldn’t stand it anymore, we had to get out of the house, and even though Golan was happily coding away in front of the fan I made a fuss and bundled us all into the car where I promptly turned on the air conditioning, picked a direction and drove vaguely off.  I didn’t really start thinking straight until we got to Lawrenceville (where we bought an iced coffee) — even then, I made a lot of bad driving decisions and we meandered aimlessly around.  The carbon footprint of us cooling off this afternoon was pretty high — but how great is it to treat the family to an hour or so of air conditioning?  Worth any amount of future climate change!

Sigh.

I’ve been simultaneously amused and distressed by the stupidity of global warming politics these days.  Gas is now $3.99 a gallon (but it’s going higher, of course, and soon) — now the pols who understand about peak oil and climate change are in a bind because how do you really break it to your constituents that the way to make life better in the long run is to make gas even more expensive?  Not surprising the Boxer-Lieberman bill died in the Senate, and as weak and ineffectual as it was I suppose it’s just as well… but it really makes you wonder what the turning point is going to be.  When will the senior senator from Kentucky be taking the floor to say “my constituents are paying $5 or $6 or $10 a gallon and by GOD we have to make sure that price keeps going up until they stop acting like a certain airhead in Pittsburgh who drives her family around on unnecessary shopping trips just to stay cool in the summer!”?

The fault, my friends, is in our house, not in our selves.  Or at least the house bears equal responsibility, here.  We live in a little kit-built house from the early 1950s, a brick-clad framed cube that’s perched on the edge of the virgin hillside fronting Schenley Park.  There are so, so many things about the house that are heartbreaking to me — the fact that it has a lovely park as its back yard but no windows from which to appreciate the view, for example.  But in the summertime we suffer from the fact that the walls are really poorly insulated (if they were ever insulated at all, the loft of the fill material tamped down long ago — the wall cavities are basically empty), the ceilings are low, and the windows are all single-pane aluminum casements (many with sheared-off operator hinges and broken locks) — in other words, our little brick cube can heat up like a kiln.  And those casements?  Impossible to fit with a standard window air conditioner.

Golan was reading over my shoulder as I typed the word “heartbreaking” in the paragraph above, and he snapped, only 3/4 kidding, ”I’m sorry you don’t like the house.”  I actually like living here a lot, but the house itself has never had a lot of charm for me.  Sorry, Golan.  It’s a home, and I love my family, and the location couldn’t be much better — but I wrestle with this house a lot.  And we can’t afford to re-build everything that’s wrong with it.  So we endure, and I complain.

This year, I think we can resolve:  we’ll replace two windows, and fill the walls with blown-in insulation.  And maybe we’ll buy an air conditioner to put in one of the new windows.  And, you know, contribute to the global problem.

garden variety ambitions

Sunday, May 18th, 2008

I dropped a little chunk of change at the May Market this year and bought:

  • two french tarragons
  • one exotic-looking marigold I’ve since lost the tag for and therefore can’t name
  • two strawberry bowls each containing 4 (fruiting!) plants
  • one tiny lavender
  • one summer savory
  • one winter savory
  • one rhubarb plant with three crowns
  • one miss kim lilac
  • one orange azalea
  • one bag of azalea food

… and that’s on top of the 6 excellent heirloom tomato plants that Christine picked up for me in Blairsville last week.

The herbs will comforably go into my raised bed, and won’t turn their little noses up at the exceptionally poor soil therein; but I’m still not sure where I’m going to plant the tomatoes or the strawberries or the rhubarb.  And I’m still debating about where exactly the lilac and the azalea will go in the front yard.  I still have a butterfly bush I bought two summers ago sitting patiently in its pot by the front steps, waiting to go into the ground — but bless its weedy heart, it’s been thriving on my utter neglect.

My house has a fair amount of yard, but for whatever reason I’ve had a lot of trouble making use of it.  I’d pretty much like to change everything, but where to begin?  Soon after we moved in in 2005, I declared war on the ivy that was covering the south wall of our driveway, and began ripping it out.  This ivy had apparently been planted at the same time the house was built in the early 1950s, and had long ago consumed pretty much any dirt that had been available behind the driveway wall — what had looked from the surface to be an ivy covering of a high bed turned out to be a very tall pile of ivy roots and a sprinkling of soil.  Then, of course, removing the ivy exposed the fact that a large portion of the driveway wall had collapsed who only knows when — so naturally the plans of planting up the ivy bed had to be put on hold until the wall could be re-built. 

The wall is still not re-built.  The waste stone it was originally built with has been carefully sorted according to thickness and distributed in piles that are still occupying our garage.  With the totally humbling help of my dear friend Bob we got the first three or four courses laid before the nightmarishness of building with waste stone totally kicked our asses and we basically gave up.  I persist in believing I’m going to just rebuild the fucker at some point soon, but the thing is, when?

Meanwhile, of course, the denuded bank has become a big forest of weeds — I can’t plant it up properly without a wall to hold it together, and the ivy has been ground into little bits for mulch, so basically the jewel weed, thistles, dandelions and switchgrass have been having free rein for two years.  I feel so sorry for my kind and patient neighbors, I really do.  If I were them I’d have called the authorities on me long ago.  Remind me sometime to tell you the sad sorry saga of the Dirt, the remnants of which are still choking the north wall of the driveway, choking out the grape hyacinth that had naturalized there.

And then there’s the question of what to do with the hedge.  I hate the hedge, I wish it gone — but I’ve learned from the ivy experience that I had better do my homework before I go ripping it out without a good thing to put in its place.  Two years ago I ripped out one hedge plant to allow a volunteer maple sapling that had clearly rooted there many years ago to finally grow, and now I have a maple sapling about ten feet high interrupting the hedgeline along the driveway.  What next?  I want the lilac (and hopefully future lilac friends) to border the sidewalk, I think.  And the butterfly bush.

The biggest obstacle to planting up a garden is the lawn, I think.  Lawn saps the imagination as well as the energy/motivation required to get out there and plant things.  It’s a big blank canvas, basically, but one in which changing even a square inch requires cutting through turf that hasn’t been disturbed since the house was first built.  And the soil that’s under all that grass is, I’m guessing, really not great.  And part of me is anxious about disturbing the surface of any part of my rear yard, lest I hasten the day when the hillside collapses and takes half our house with it.  Let’s hear it for the Pennsylvania red beds and our tragically eroding hillside!

Regardless, though, I’m resolved to get these plants into the ground at some point this week, and am hoping Zen cooperates by letting me get some yard work done.

our earth hour

Saturday, March 29th, 2008

G & I turned out the lights, unplugged our wall warts, unplugged the stove, turned down the heat, and spent a very enjoyable hour in the dark with little man Z, hanging out on the couch and playing peek-a-boo by the light of a solar-powered flashlight and a handcrank lantern.

It was lovely.

Of course, I had to plug my laptop back in and re-start my wireless internet in order to blog to the world about the experience, but the peacefulness of the one little unplugged hour hasn’t worn off yet, and I’m resolved to do it again.  I’ve really come to hate having a laptop at home, honestly — it’s more of a timesuck than a television would ever be, for one thing, but for another it really intrudes on the way G & I interact with each other and the baby.

When I lived alone in New York I deliberately didn’t own a computer, the same way I deliberately didn’t own a TV (until Reb forced one on me when she moved out of Carrol Gardens — thanks, Reb, I still have that piece of crap, and we use it for watching DVD’s – :) ).  I had continual email at work, and I spent the majority of my workday sitting at my desk answering emails as quickly as they came in — I had zero interest in catching up on email at home, or randomly surfing the internet, or whatever.  Instead I painted, and read books, and cooked dinner for friends, and took walks by the river, and spent quality time with my kitty-cats.  It seems so amazingly idyllic from my current perspective, really.

I mean, I used to read books!  And now what?  When was the last time I read anything more challenging than Harry Potter?  Mom bought me a copy of Arthur Schlesinger’s Journals for my birthday in October and I have yet to open it, though it’s been sitting by my bedside the whole time.  Waiting.

You may read this and think I’m making stupid excuses for being lazy, but it’s not so much an excuse as it is an explanation:  my free brainspace, such as it is, is being used up reading page after page on nytimes.com, or trolling through the netherreaches of IMDb, or playing countless games of Scrabulous on Facebook (and to all the folks who’ve been nagging me about Scramble, I’m sorry — I had to remove that app for the health and safety of myself and my family, it was getting out of control).  As long as the laptop sits open on my desk, and the internet connection is never broken, it’s just so darned hard to cast temptation behind me, as it were, and get housework or reading or knitting or anything else done.

I’m resolved to be more directed in my internet use, though.  Ironically, I think part of my salvation may lie in another damned internet device.  G & I bought iphones the other week, and it’s basically meant that I can do totally outrageous things like surf the net while I’m breastfeeding or check email at stoplights in traffic.   The phone makes me feel plugged in, and it’s fun to play with, but it offers so much less in terms of the immersive physical experience that a bigger screen and full keyboard offer, that I’m not in as much danger of zoning out while I use it.  I maintain a higher degree of autonomous agency, and switching the thing off when I’m done retrieving a piece of information is a piece of cake.

Yargh, can you say rationalization?

Whatever — I resolve, through whatever means, to spend less time aimlessly hanging out online.  And more time making things with my hands.  And playing peek-a-boo with the baby.

And speaking of little men who are now ONE and impossibly sophisticated in their cuteness – we’d decided to forego the planned party today, which was to involve a bunch of other one-year-olds in some form of contained chaotic sugar-charged play, partly because Z was sick this last week and partly because G & I really needed the time to recuperate, probably more than Z himself.  Instead, with practically no notice at all, I baked a bunch of cupcakes last night and had family and a small handful of friends over to witness the awe and wonder of the birthday boy encountering that first candle.  (Thanks, Heather.)

make a wish

Happy birthday, little man.